Be me for the day

Working till my blood runs from my hands. I bleed out onto your world, laying lifeless in your path and all you do is step over me, ignore me and deface me. I can't make it by myself. I need to pick myself up and walk on.

Life is shitting on me, I'm falling from my feet and shattering to peaces. I can't go on with my eyes closed, forever to live blind.

I've been drawing when ever i can. Its stopping me thinking about other stuff.

Box drawings are all the rage in my shit life. They are up for grabs for any one that wants them.

This is the big box. Click to see whole picture.






And this is the small one.



(This is the right way, he is just upside down)





And this is where it all happens.


My only way to completely forget about everything.


Random photo.



I have nothing to do. I got my formal book a couple of days ago. It bothers me still why i went. Fucking sick one, only 2 of the 10 people that i like from school went and the rest are just complete fucking wastes of time. Worthless, mindless and useless people every single one of them. 5 years of watching people i thought would be their walk off and shit on me, but i have changed through the whole experience as well and have stuck with what i have gained and to me is paying off. I'm a better person and i would like to think better then some of the left behind.

Now that school is out of the way, I'm losing touch with it all. Friends, my thoughts and myself. One by one the 10 people that i like from school are dropping off and I'm losing the will to talk to them. If their is even a need to and i can't think of some thing to put to paper. Draw from a easy thing to a all night task is just giving me the shits. I don't even want to get started on myself.

I love this song.

"obsession.
desire.
depression.
nothing is meant to be.
love never wanted me."


I have nothing more to add.
XXX