I'm tired.
I'm tired of everything.

Why do people do this at the lamest of time. I do one thing to "my" body and suddenly I'm a jerk and someone stops talking to me, another calls me a fuck head.
Great.

But when stuff is real no one cares, no one really cares for me/ you.
One phone tonight made all the difference to me.
Just to see what was up, he's to far to hang out but friendship made him call me to see whats going on.

No one I know dose that besides me and him.
Everyone is fucked.
Its really my top four friends on myspace is all I care about.
Yes its blunt and painfull for the others but really those four people are it.

How I've become this shallow, I have no idea but its me and it will be sad when leave for a bit but its for a change so who knows.

I am what I am.
I'm sorry if I'm not what your looking for.
I would have only givin you my world.

The 7th is coming...
xxx