Over it

Today everything just went wrong.

Beau was ment to come over but my fucking uncle is as def as a fucking rock and didn't hear him knocking at the door. So that went down the shit hole, next I had a fight with mum and was made to go to my little cuz's birthday party at Time Zone.

It was the so bad and it felt like the whole gold coast was in their so i bailed after 10mins and went to Easy Way and got a drink. Then from there I went up stairs to Butter Beats, talked to the owner and got a book to past the time. I also went and saw scottie and had a bit of a chatch and now know where to get the 16th bears so I'm happy

I thought the must have been finished after 3 hours but I got back there and they were eatting and then going into laser thing so another 2 hours we make it home.


I've lost complete track of time, but more the days. Its lame but I couldn't care less. I'm in the worst mood ever and I hate it so much. I just want to paint and get rid of all these fucked up feelings outta my head.


Some one help me find myself.
XXX