A big world

Still waiting.
Still alone.
Still searching.
One day, it will all work
and all my dreams come true.

Why am I like this.
Pool parties control my weekends.
Veg bbq's at Lacey's rock.
Friends rule.
I want to hang out with them all.
New graf laws suck.
Straight to prison.

I got to meet a person that has always been there, doing the best stuff ever and only gets better.
"NEXT"
He's going to be painting the Elanora bowl.
I got to talk to him about his recant trip over sea's and all the stories were wild as.

well I just want things to work.
I dropped my sister off at her new beauty school thing and she was siked as.
I got to walk around and yeah its defiantly people learning, well mostly girls.

Last year, Martin from Carpathian suggested that I buy a book called the informers and I did, read it and now I wanna get the movie. He sent me the trailer for it and I've been watching it so much. I love it.


Well I got an email today that my money will clear on Wednesday so that means 24 hours after my item will be sent off and well be in my little hands I hope next week.


Well I'm all alone and I'm starting to get sick of it.
Dying alone isn't some thing that sounds inviting to me.
But it seems I've done it to myself, all by myself.


xxx