Yesterday.
A term of events has just made me think alot about friendships and truth lately. I really don't know how it got this bad. Our group was good at the start of the year, everyone was friends and now back stabbings and more stuff is going on as one part of the group splits of. I'm not going to get into it but why now. Like fuck its his choice.
Wish I never called them my friends.
But also from this I'm been doing alot of thing about the state of this all and I've made the choice to not clam "straight edge". I'm still not going to drink, do drugs or be over powered by lust. Just going back to the thing before like its fucked up that we can't make out on choice without some one breathing down your neck saying its the bad thing to do. I just don't want to be apart of some thing that this looked at like a gang and these fuck head who used to be my friends are turning it into what they want it to be.
Fucked..
I miss Tom..
Everything will be fine, I hope.
But besides that yesterday was fun, Hanging with Sam, Cash, Loolo, Mason and Lil Mitch. Much fun with real friends.
Some thing else but not going to write about it.
Fuck I hate this, Its just been running through my head.
I don't know what to do.
XXX
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