From an old friend

We walk in circles. We love in circles.
We talk in circles. We livein circles.
I can't live like this. I can't live like this.
I can't keep living this. I can't keep living this again.

We're always moving on, always moving back.
Back to the same place. so familiar,but it isn't home...just where we come to forget.
How many times can you write the same song in a different way?
How many times can you live the same life on a different day?
Nobody lives in circles, They just forget.
They just survive.
We live in circles, the same people with different faces.
We sing the same songs in different keys.
We love in circles, a little less with every turn.
I've never loved like that before, and i don't think i will again.
And it's coming back again, it's ending where it started.
And i'd give everything to do it all again.
You never love like that again (the first time),
And the longer that you live, the less you feel alive and we don't die for anything anymore.
I'd kill to feel like that again, but i'm never going to feel like that again.

So move on, hold on, or fucking fake it.
Wither way, we're losing. Either way i'm losing.

Remember when this was everything?
In a way, it still is.
I want to feel that way again.
But you don't feel in circles, you just live.
You just fall. But i'll find it again, in a different place.
In a different time, with adifferent face.
I'll keep moving, because i've got to keep moving.
Just take whatever's left. My heart is dry.
This is my last breath. This used to be everything.

I gave everything.

"This song was the first thing that my friend jye ever sent to me.
The song "Resolution" by Killing The Dream". He said and i will
remeber this forever that i have to listin to more stuff that has meaning.
So after i showed him the site that used to let you download myspace songs
i had this song on my itunes and he copyed the lyrics and sent them to me.
But i know i have to thank everyone else that has help me see a different side
of music and now everything that i listen to is amazing, now that my eyes and ears
are open to everything that is said...So this is my thank you to everyone of my shed friends.
Cos everyone else that i have been hanging with may have said they were my friends
but now that i know and see in different ways all they have done is let me watch self- distrution
frist hand. There is jsut a hand full of people that arn't part of the shed but are a part of my
heart and they should know who they are.

But thats enough there,
On saturday i'm taking a huge step and getting my
collour bone and toes tattoed.
My toes are going to say nightmares as for when my feet get started, it
will say "My dreams are slowly turning to nightmares".
Its just somthing that i like and means alot to me so i'm getting it and
apon arrivel of my More Than Life cd i've decied to get "Brave enough to fail"
on my collour bone. Not just cos they are a great band but i've also taken
a strong liking to all of there songs, and the meaning for them.
(there is more but not going into it)

Today was my last day of school.
People were losing there minds.
And i wondered why people were going crazy
its just another.
Why wish your life away, you'll want to be backat school.
I do, well at the start so i can fix everything that i have done.


I went for another night skate.
Straight from work, i went to the beach, sat and lost my mind.
then from there i skated 19th ave for a bit then as it got dark i
made my way back to the pines and skated the carparks again.
Nothing makes me more happyer atm.
I also got the chance to sit down and look back at everything.
Everything from the start of year 8.
I've messed up so much shit for myself.
I'm alone with my music and the road that i roll on.
This is were i want to be.
But not alone.

well i have nothing more
goodnightxxx