MY SOLITUDE

Tonight
Went to todds.
Then after i skated. I didn't want to stop.
I threw my board around, i kicked it, i spat on it. I didn't stop fucking it up, I didn't want to(stop)
I lost every bit of anger, hate and everything i was feeling, i lost it all in that short
time, for that time that i was skating, nothing mattered.
Nothing stopped me.

This is where it started and ended.


As I skated a song called "Tongue In Teeth" by On Broken Wings was on
playing over and over again on my ipod.
This band and another called The Carrier are the only things that matter
to me anymore(music wise). Untill I see slowburn again,or untill
I see a vegan band called earthlings

These are the words to that song:
Turn and walk away there's nothing left for me.
This place is making me sick.
Complacent minds bring nothingness.
My stomach's loneliness won't subside.
Stuck here again.

To be as much as a cancer on the face of the world and all who love it.
The tears on your face won't show, the rain is camouflage.
But now my blood runs through my teeth, off of my tongue.

This place as empty as the hollow in your stomach.
Nothing's as empty as your life.
If it's such a burden, then do it now, and end it.
You coward.


Their is nothing more.
Goodnight
XXX