My Promis

I'm drowning with greed. I want every thing to be my way.
I'm fucking angry at everything. I carn't trust anyone.
I carn't believe anything. Its taking its fucking toll.

A certian person that i like, friends, music.
I want it all now.
I just want to close my eyes and believe that this is all a dream.
It will never happen, it never dose.

I want her to realise.
I want them to be happy.
I want them here.

I want to move away.


I've finished school, well tuesday is the last technical day but meh.
Then all that grad and formaul shit then fucking schoolies cunt.
Fuck i hope i'm not here for it.

A girl was asking me about it and ask me why i wasn't going.
So i'm going to explain it once more time.
Their is the basic i dont drink and that but also its the morals side.
As i was explaining it some one said that its all about the girls and that is were i said no its not.
The girl stunted at what i had said asked
"what is it about then" i answeared straight back with "i dont know and i could really give a fuck".

There is some one on my mind every second of my wasted life
and i promised myself that i'm not going to fuck up again.

So there is why i'm not going.
Instead i'm going down south. Either far south as south oz or just down the road
to the place i call second home/ brunkswick heads.

Well that is what has been on my chest the last couple of days.
So yeah.

Laters
xxx